.
The drugs, cigarettes, sex and other such
Then what?
How will you enjoy yourself next?
More of the same?
Really and for how long will that suffice?
How long until that too becomes boring, repetitive and less thrilling?
Look at those older than yourself who went down that road
How do they enjoy themselves now?
Finding the latest to 'die for' diversion
Diversion?
Maybe that's why many people now spend endless hours playing games
Lose your self in games it's an option
It's another diversion
Like TV the same daily routine spending hours and hours watching
Anything to give you a fix to waste another day
To kill time
A lift perhaps
Another head space
Away from worry
A release, a break
Again a diversion
And after a while the pleasure seems to fade
Just does not seem the same any longer
What to do?
Why is there that vague dissatisfaction inside?
Why when you have had everything, tried everything?
Why this feeling of dissatisfaction?
Could it be that "you cannot hide when you are crippled inside" as one John Lennon once wrote?
Crippled from trying to run away
Trying to amuse yourself to death
Trying to hide from the pain and loneliness inside
All those diversions
Year after year
And still that loneliness inside
Lets face it life is not just about amusing yourself
Thought it was?
Well you were wrong
Life is about putting out and not just to gain things for yourself
Life is about caring and sharing
Try it
Before karma smacks you about
And the loneliness inside has you screaming some more
3 comments:
hi.
if i understand correctly - you does not meen what games (like sport) is lose the time. i like sport. This is best way to have relax and support health. i think you say about sense of proportion in all affairs... but some time - yes - i have black hole inside ... i sit, watching TV, click programs and look like a full idiot!-) but if a have some business or some body need the help and i can help him - i dont remember about myself and do everysing what a can.
But if i stay face to face to myself - i have 2 way - use meditation to have happy or use diversion relax like TV, sex, alcohol adn so on....
When i thy to deside what i should to do - i chose wrong... Some sit in me, something like a litl devil and "help" me make a wrong chose...
Yes sport is something I like too although our life does not leave much time for it nowadays.
Your remark about having a "black hole inside" and choosing a "wrong chose" is something I will write about and try to give you some ideas and understanding
I will call it "litl devil"
thanks a lot!
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